DON't Lose the TRUST

Bismillahirahmanirahim..I just hear a tazkirah from youtube and want share an amazing story and so emotional and touching story


A man that existed amongst the companion..(he used to) like he'd see him.. talking and smiling..( or laughing)and suddenly at occasions (he would start to cry) and cry so much until he went unconscious.. the companions told the Prophet (saw) about this man..to try and read (Quran on him for healing..so the Prophet (saw) called this man..(and wanted to help him) he look him aside and said.. "what happens to you my brother?"

 the man said to him.. "Oh Messenger of Allah I was never going to tell anyone this but now that you've asked me". I must tell you. Before I embraced islam .. I used to have a daughter.. when she was born.. I wanted to bury her.. because the cultural ideology came into my mind.. and I started to think that.. when she grows older, she will bring shame to my family.. but I stopped myself..my heart for my daughter was over powering.. years and years went by as I watched her grow.. and one day.. when she reached (close to a blossoming age) she was about to become a lady.. he said.. I began to have nightmares, and desperation and distress.. the pain of my culturalism came into me.. thinking of the shame that my daughter is going to bring tome.. if she was to go off with another fellow..(and brought shame to all my ancestors)

day by day.. I wanted to do something, but then my heart  my love.. stopped me.. until one day... he said. I could not handle anymore Oh Messenger of Allah... I said to her mother.. "dress her up with neat clothes and comb her hair nicely.. and decorate her face.. and tell her.. your father today is taking you out to a party.. a celebration.. so that she can play" (with other friends of hers) the mother knew that the father was up to a plot and a plan..so she dressed her daughter up.. ( she combed her hair while she was crying) the mother was crying.. and she powered her face and made her nice ( while her mother was crying) and the daughter is asking .. "what's wrong mother?" and the mother would say.. "nothing daughter".. (she's not allowed) otherwise the husband will beat her.. for probably even kill her) the daughter said,"daddy is talking me out.. (for celebration) I love my dad"

After decorating her.. the father came along in the evening.. and he took his daughter.. the wife grabbed her husbands hands.. and said to him  (whispered to him but the daughter could her)
and she said some words that made his heart shiver.. ( and the daughter to remember)  "Oh man.. do not lose the trust your daughter is your trust". The man took his daughter away.. and on his way he's thinking to himself.. (what am I going to do?) and the daughter is playing around her father.. ( thinking that her father loves her)he said .. I approached a very deep well (which was steep and deep) and had sharp rocks at the bottom..he said.. suddenly the pain  and agonies of my culturism came and burnt me.. and I began to think.. should I throw her? (should I not throw her) so I would come close.. ( then my heart would not  let me ).. suddenly the culturism would come in.. he said.. I wrestled and wrestled suddenly and then when I come close to the well.. I grabbed my daughter.. and I threw her into the well.. and my daughter held with open horrific eyes.. looking at me and saving..to daddy ( oh dad don't lose the trust) don't trust daddy.. and the man threw her into the well.. he said ( oh messenger of Allah) she kept falling saying.. don't lose the trust of father.. until her tiny voice went away (I couldn't hear her anymore) and she died.. Oh Messenger of Allah..

The Prophet (saw) looked up at him.. and his beard was soaked with tears.. and the Prophet (saw) beard was soaked with tears.. and said to him.. If Allah SWT was allow me.. punish anyone for the killing and murder of anyone before islam..I would have started with you..

Alhamdulillah that islam came to remove all there opperesive things, ALLAHU AKBAR